#12 mummy's not here.

NO celebration/flowers/sms-es/calls.
nothing.

mother's day.
for 4 consecutive years, i never celebrate with mom.
although its the day where every kid appreciate their mummy.

right from the time she gave birth to us, feeding us & bringing us up.
it has been almost 2 decades.

i may not get to see her often. though i hardly miss her.
but.. as a child, i just wanna say

"i love you mummy!"

no matter how much we've drifted apart through the years as i grew older.

been through the divorce,
tears that'd fill up a dry pool,
pain inflicted that'll somehow linger in our hearts.
happy memories that are somehow fading so quickly.

but i pray God will protect you and see u through when u're alone.

when we meet again, would it be 5, 16, 20 or 50 years ltr?
would u still be around? i hope so dearly.

if the day comes when i'm really gonna leave you and daddy.
to be joined in holy matrimony with the one tt's God-given,
would you'd be there to put on my veil and send me off?
would you comb my hair for the last time and give me your blessings?
would you say to me... my precious daughter..

"mummy has always loved you."