#19 矛盾的现状!

i decided to seal off entry #18. (:
no one has read it YET. i'm glad. muahahaha.
when it's time to reveal, i will.
but intentions to delete away that entry IS possible.
why? 我也不知道.. (x

lost &
feeling: frantic.

i miss school days. very much. indeed.
working is tough. but the big "M"oney is an issue in my life now.
i'm working hard to save up and further my studies.
i wanna get a decent diploma.
land myself a career tt'd not just feed me forever.
but doing what i enjoy most.

spices + seasoning = spicy.

anyway, i just wanna continue writing.
adding little bit of spices and lots of fun into my life.
seasoning it with lots of happy memories
& many laughters that'd still linger around when its all quiet.

but what interesting things can i write about?
you? me? them? he? she? us? him? her? who?

HAHA.

would anyone be the painter that will paint my life with colors?
enjoying mother-nature that God has created for human appreciation together with me.
walking down the endless road of love.
giving big hugs that'd melt the hardest heart.
laughing and having pillow fights that'd last forever.
making fond beautiful memories that'd follow our hearts till death.

i'm looking, still looking.



love,
miss.jo